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13th-Jan-2010 05:35 pm - ...
Me with a sword.
I'm human again. It's...okay. Not as traumatic as expected.

But I've also been disconnected from the Master's TARDIS. A part of me is glad to finally be rid of something so *intimate* to him and yet a part of me is screaming. I feel...hollow.

I don't know what to do. I don't want *HIM* to take advantage of my state, I don't want Roma to be sad and I don't want the Doctor to worry.

It's business as usual.
9th-Jan-2010 12:04 pm - Anime, movies, and regenerations
Me with a sword.
The regeneration bug's seem to have hit both Roma and Jenny. Roma's utterly adorable and feistier than ever and Jenny...o holy hell she does NOT look her age. She will get into trouble again and and again and again. Cruelest thing in the world, putting a newborn's head and hearts into the body of a fully grown woman.

Also, the Master likes anime. Who knew?
3rd-Jan-2010 01:16 pm - Wow, how long has it been?
DW: Master/Doctor hot mindmeld
My Master still is MIA, but tweeting songs. The titles and lyrics appear to have some meaning, but not much. He's deliberately gone into hiding, not just from all of Twitter but me as well.

I fear for him.

At the moment, his parallel and the Doctor are duking it out. But they've made *some* progress--he made the Doctor hear the drums.

He also helped me get my memories back, the ones lost shortly after I met up with him. At first I blamed him, but it turned out that *I* was the one who made them disappear.

To top it off, Roma ate some fruit that aged her to thirteen years of age and gave her some of her memories back before her timeline changed. Poor confused kid. I don't know what to do with her, and it's weird talking to her. She's both old and young.

I don't know what to do with the other Master. He's not my Master...he wasn't the one who took me to the forbidden moon, to ancient Rome...but he's still the Master. But now he's changed. I helped him to figure out etheric sciences, but it's done something strange to him. His hair's now white-blond and he's figured out both how to shoot lightning from his hands and teleport.

I've been referring to him as "my little Pikachu". :D

In other news, I've seen my Doctor in the future plus future Roma. Who in the world is Sarah Donna Smith?
9th-Dec-2009 08:29 pm(no subject)
Me with a sword.
Will someone please tell me how to get LJ to stop spamming me with emails about every virtual gift that everyone receives?

I'm happy for you but it's annoying as fuck.
19th-Sep-2009 09:45 am - FML
Me with a sword.
My Lord and Master came back for a bit but won't be staying. This Master is pissing me off. And I really miss Kyros. I haven't a clue as to what to do with the Doctor.

This sucks and so do I.
19th-Aug-2009 07:55 pm - Ah ha.
Me with a sword.
Off doing...I don't know *what* you would call it. I blame my Lord and Master's TARDIS, whom I call "GLaDOS" behind her back. I went on maybe *ONE*, perhaps two visits to the alternate Master, who fed me vegan food and altogether was rather charming. I like him, I can't help it.

He somehow got the data from my visit and using some technology he devised, reversed the process of how I got there and brought me *there*...along with another of his parallels, who's in his first body.

The whole thing's batshit, but this Master's quite nice to me. So far. And I even got him to try my tofu and he LIKED it. Ha. :D

They want to take over the entire multiverse and want my help to void hop...naturally. But I won't do it unless they leave both my universe and ESPECIALLY my Lord and Master alone. No harming him.

Or I'll make their hearts and brains implode like I did those people on the planet's surface.

I kinda miss the Doctor. Well, the Doctor back from my Lord and Master's TARDIS. We just managed to get to talking again. But I think they understand why I'm here--it's to protect *him*.

I gotta.
30th-Jul-2009 09:51 pm - Okay then.
Me with a sword.
Daemon's teaching me daily on etheric sciences.

Kyros just ran off with the TARDIS he bonded with back in Thessaly.

Roma and Percy somehow switched bodies...and Roma almost died. D:

And my Lord and Master and I...well, that's another post.
21st-Jul-2009 05:37 pm - Wow.
Me with a sword.
I was wrong about so much, so very, very much.

And I'm glad. Really, really glad. deal with the aftermath...
13th-Jul-2009 06:20 am - Ugh.
Me with a sword.
I came back because he asked me to, but I really don't know why. *He's* changed things. It's just not the same.

I'd rather it just be the two of us, but that won't happen. It won't be that way ever again, I guess.

I frankly am a hypocrite, aren't I? I dealt with the Doctor and Kyros sitch badly, but that's because I KNOW I'm not capable of sharing.

I'm sorry, but I can't do this. Maybe it'll break his hearts, maybe it won't, but I just don't see a place for me here anymore.

I'm so sorry.
7th-Jul-2009 07:27 pm - Still in the Master's room...
Me with a sword.
...when he says "You've been a bad girl, now go to my room" he really means it.


Catching up on rest in the meantime. Amazing how much energy a little death can take out of you.
Me with a sword.
If you're still not convinced that what Nathan needs is the Internet equivalent of a restraining order, this is what he sent me:

nathan_backup: The major difference between you & I is that I have these things called ethics, you might've heard of them. I refuse to involve my followers
nathan_backup: bitchfests (that's what this is) and personal squabbles which have nothing to do with them. I refuse to get them to take sides.
nathan_backup: It's none of their business, it's private and it belongs off the main. Also, you have the rest of the day to delete that post or there will
nathan_backup: consequences. It's defamation, pure and simple. You wouldn't like me ranting about you, would you?
nathan_backup: If you want a fight, I'm not going to oblige you, so sorry about that, find someone else. But I /will/ get a lawyer & sue you if I must.
nathan_backup: My regards go to you though, regardless. I never had personal issues with you since March. I have pity for you that you feel the need to do
nathan_backup: this, to rant about me, spread gossip, mudslinging etc to make yourself look good and make me look puff up your ego.
nathan_backup: It's pretty sad that you absolutely /have/ to play the damsel in distress card to puff up your self-esteem, it says a lot about yr character
nathan_backup: Anyway, I am not fighting back, but I will be watching. If you step out of line, resort to further defamation, I will take action.Bet on it.
nathan_backup: I have never badmouthed you on my Twitter since March nor have I even mentioned you on my Twitter since then. Who has the moral high ground?

Go on, you big bully. Tell your lawyer you stalked and harassed a MINOR online along with several other people. We all have DMs, emails, and LJ msgs from you and all we want, quite frankly, is for you to leave ALL OF US alone. You do that and you won't see any of these posts anymore because I won't have anything to post. You continue to bother me in DMs and LJ msgs and let me assure you, this won't be the last time I'll expose your crap.
7th-Jul-2009 12:57 pm - *eyeroll*
Me with a sword.
Go on, keep creating LJ accounts to harass me on here. I'll just keep banning them.

I may, very sadly, restrict posting to here to friends only for a time. But hey, I've exposed the crazy! Now everyone can see I wasn't in the least bit exaggerating: This has been a prob in the community with this individual for MONTHS.
6th-Jul-2009 11:53 pm - I'm done being silent.
Me with a sword.
I'm giving everyone on Twitter a heads up: please be careful about @nathanrdotca. He has now harassed and stalked multiple people via LJ, DMs, and emails. He went out of his way to bother a seventeen year old girl who is now forced to lock her tweets to keep him away from her. He and I had I had thought put things on civil terms so I could stop receiving his batshit drama nastygrams to my email account, but he's started things up again, and I'm absolutely DONE. I'm done with talking about this in private and hiding the fact that I'm being stalked by a crazy mofo on ALL of my Twitter accounts, including my professional one.

I have tried being on civil terms with him, but he's absolutely batshit. He DMed me out of nowhere with the following:

nathanrdotca: Are you sure everything is okay between us or were you just saying that? The reason I ask is that I've sent you the odd e-mail regarding RP
nathanrdotca: ideas and they've not been replied to. I know you're busy with RP and writing, just want to make sure everything is okay.
nathanrdotca: and also messages to blue_rose OOC were not returned either. right..i can see where this is going. won't bother you again.

Please note: I have not received a single email or DM regarding RP from him. I have utterly no idea what he's talking about. I tried to DM him back for specifics, but like he ALWAYS does after he demands a reply from you is to unfollow and sometimes even block you, leaving you unable to even discuss anything intelligently with him.

Then he sent me the following LJ message:

I find it contradictory when you said we're ok and everything's fine, meanwhile you do not reply to DMs, you do not reply to @replies, you do not reply to e-mails, not any acknowledgement, not a hello, nothing. Meanwhile I'm trying to be friendly (at least I think i am) and am trying to talk to you occasionally - so is this my fault? No. No, it isn't, since you said we're fine, I figured it's okay for us to talk to each other. Was I missing something?

I really wish people would be blunt and honest and just tell me if they have problems with me because this bullshit is getting on my nerves. If there's still unresolved BS between us, you should've said so. I appreciate honesty and people speaking their minds, not lies and deception.

I really wish this..whatever it is (let me guess - it has to do with RoxieRavenclaw's ranting about me? you going to take her side too without knowing the facts? if so, how is this fair to me?)..can get sorted out, but if you see fit to have nothing to do with me for no reason, and I can't even do anything about it, well that's pretty sad, all my best to you regardless. You certainly won't be hearing from me again, I don't see any point to wasting my time if you won't talk to me (again, for whatever mysterious reason you have that I don't know of).

- Nathan

About three minutes later of receiving it, I get another one:

I find this to be childish, this whole ignoring me bullshit. You yourself said everything between us was fine, we mutually apologized to each other. Why am i the only mature one of us, who sees something wrong, who thinks there should've been some dialogue here, talking about it and working things out like the adults we're supposed to be?

(and if you're taking sides regarding a conflict i've had with someone else - which i have no way of knowing this is the case because you won't tell me - this is even worse. you know how i feel about people taking sides, it doesn't help the problem, it makes it worse)

anyway. if you want to be like this, fine, i certainly won't bother you let alone say anything negative, you can hold this...apparent RIDICULOUS grudge as long as you want on your own. *sighs*

i thought we were okay. i tried to talk to you, and you ignored every attempt. you try looking at this from my point of view and tell me if i have a right to be confused here, i have every right.

if you want to actually TALK about this, you know where to find me. if not...if i've done anything to you to deserve this, please tell me what it is and i'm sincerely sorry. if i didn't, then you're not being fair at all and i'm asking you to rethink this.

- nathan

Guys, this is the truth of the following:

1) He goes out of his way to pick fights and blow up at people online. Any attempt at resolution will only make him scream more. He will pick fights with you on your email accounts, your LJ accounts, your Twitter accounts. He will not leave you alone. He will rant and rave about how "childish" you are when try to get rid of him.

2) Any attempt to actually reply to him will be blocked. He will block you on LJ after he sends these emails, he will unfollow you on Twitter after he DMs you. Everything is always YOU and it's never anything he did. You are obviously persecuting him and his entire existence versus just trying to have fun on Twitter and not be bothered with him.

He's now done this to multiple people in three separate RPs, a lot of whom thought he was their friend and more or less harmless. A LOT of people will attest to what I am saying. I have avoided speaking about it due to the fact that a lot of people whom I follow actually interact with him. Consider this your warning that you will undoubtedly be the next one he will target for his rants, abuse, and harassment.

Nathan, if you're reading this: leave me and my friends alone. All we want to do is have fun on Twitter without your fucked up, paranoid issues ruining it. Get a life offline and seek professional help.
Me with a sword.
Takes place right after Andrea gets herself back to the Master's TARDIS.

No sex in this one (sorry). But lots of warpedness.'s Andrea/Tremas.

Rated R for violent content and know.

I'm but a mere beta and a minion of the Master. *bows*

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5th-Jul-2009 07:40 pm - And...I'm back.
Me with a sword.
Back on the Master's TARDIS, after he...and well...

I've been a complete and total idiot, and horribly in denial about...a lot of things.

I have a lot to compensate for.
1st-Jul-2009 01:01 am - Twitterfic - Testing Faith - 2/2
DW: Master in shadow
Eh, you know how I roll. Explicit sex, dark themes, yadda yadda, lock up your children.

Pairings: Kyros/Andrea, references to past Tremas/Andrea

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19th-Jun-2009 03:10 am - Twitterfic - Testing Faith - Part 1/2
DW: My Lord and Master
Rating: NC-17.
Pairing: Andrea/Kyros, brief ref to Andrea/Tremas

I don't write fluffy smut very well, so I don't even try. All you have to do is look at the pairings above and get a sense as to what's to come. You've been warned.

"You awake?"

For a moment Andrea believes she hears the Master's voice. A million conflicting emotions well inside of her, among them being anger, fear, and hurt. Her eyes fly open, and Kyros' face is the first thing she sees.

"Sorry I startled you. You're going to be here for a while, so you better get used to seeing me."

Under her breath she mutters, "Fat chance." Not when every time she looks at Kyros, she sees him.

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19th-Jun-2009 02:54 am - It's all my fault
DW: Use my name
I'll be honest: I really don't think the Doctor really thought the whole keeping-Kyros-prisoner through thing. And I'm feeling awfully bad for him. He got his wrist slapped for the whole Paxie thing, and let's face it--the guy's got a mouth on him but he had no idea how far gone she was.

Anyway, I disgress. I decided that getting him out of his cell but in restraints would be a good idea. Be a bit more humane towards him. I mean, FFS when he had *me* captive he treated me better than this! So it turned into a hot tub and wine event. For someone who had his wrists bound he was pretty...creative.

...yeah, you all saw that one coming, right? ^_^;
17th-Jun-2009 02:38 am(no subject)
Me with a sword.
Yoinked from khali_blache:

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
11th-Jun-2009 01:40 pm(no subject)
DW: Evil sex
Poll #1414425 Who do you ship me with?
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8th-Jun-2009 09:59 pm - Sin City
Me with a sword.
So I talked the Doctor into taking a trip to Vegas with the intention of paying homage to my dear god Hermes through the act of gambling and such. Naturally Kyros managed to convince him it was okay for him to tag along.

Naturally the Doctor decided to go on a suprah sekrit mission doing gods only know what, but was something Kyros couldn't know about (note: I suspect it's got something to do with checking on the TARDIS coral back in Kyros' own time but can't be sure), and left me to my own devices to distract Kyros.

Kyros, however, had other plans and wound up distracting me.

...I'm in deep, deep shit. :-/
7th-Jun-2009 07:54 am(no subject)
Me with a sword.
Snagged from entirely too many people:

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want--good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
18th-May-2009 11:48 am - The latest TARDIS adventures
Me with a sword.
So we found ourselves back in ancient Greece, AGAIN. It wasn't even on purpose; the Doctor was trying to get us to Egypt instead. Apparently either the TARDIS *really* wanted us there or we just had no choice.

Meanwhile, I've been kidnapped by Kyros, who looks an awful lot like the Master. I swear this universe is laughing at me. :P He's hoping that the TARDIS coral that the priestesses of Dionysos refer to as their "Sacred Tree" will assist him in apotheosis. I can't exactly think that this is a good idea, but of course he's learned about me and thinks I can help him in this crazy endeavor of his. Frankly at this point I'm around to make sure he doesn't burn himself up. I kinda like the crazy bastard in spite of everything.

Unfortunately Paxie's having issues adjusting to her new Time Lord DNA and the Doctor's been attending to her along with Percy. I've been stalling and distracting Kyros in the meantime, but don't know how much longer I can keep doing so. Thankfully he's very...distractable, and I'm good at making him think it's all his idea.

I've also uncovered something rather interesting about the Master...namely what really happened when I left. Apparently he *wanted* me to leave, but it wasn't because he was sick of me--he was trying to protect me. When we finally get to speak in person again, we're going to have to have it out. No idea how it'll go, but it's definitely going to...go.

I feel...rather confused. With all of the time I've spent with the Doctor, I think I've gone and done the stupid, the one thing I didn't want to do under any circumstances. But I still have feelings for the Master. I'm hoping they'll go away eventually, face to the background and never have to deal with them ever again. But they're still there.

I hate emotions. Emotions are stupid and get people into trouble, especially me.
DW: All I have always dreamed
This is where it gets...interesting.

Not PG by any stretch of the imagination, but if you like psychic!pr0n, this is for you.


Part 1

Part 2:

After Andrea's departure from the Master's TARDIS, she had but one regret, one thing she wished she had done before she left.

And that regret stabbed her when she heard the Doctor say, "You're connected to his TARDIS...." The coral growing in the shrine which stood in the middle of a vineyard had been the key. It had imbued the wine from that vineyard with trace amounts of artron energy and when she drank it, it was like communing with the Master's TARDIS. The coral must be a relative of his ship, perhaps a piece broken off during one of the Master's regenerations to provide him with an spare TARDIS.

Had she truly left the Master at all? Now she was even more pissed at him.

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29th-Apr-2009 10:42 pm - Whee squee, ancient Greece!
Me with a sword.
I'm in Ancient Greece with the Doctor right now. More specifically, Iolkos, Thessaly.

Had some great food so far and this unbelievable wine! In fact, very unbelievable. It kinda set off that waffle queen-shit. The Doctor analyzed it and found small amounts of artron energy in it.


Anyhow, more later when I have it. Whee, adventures! I locked myself up in the Master's TARDIS to do nothing but cook and serve him tea WHY?

Oh yeah, the great sex. Never mind.
25th-Apr-2009 11:15 am - Life in Doctor-TARDIS-ville
Sinfest: Squeeeee
Still at Hogwart's with the Doctor wrapping things up. There was a nice reunion with Harry and his dad, and it was great.

The Doctor got me a vegan chocolate cupcake for my birthday, and took me out to The Three Broomsticks for firewhiskys. I got a little drunk and wound up kissing him. Then we had movie night.

We had fun. :D
21st-Apr-2009 05:31 pm - Twitterfic - Taking a Walk - Part 1/2
Me with a sword.
No pr0n this time, sorry! :) But some very intense plot.

Andrea watched both Sigma and the Master walk out of the lab. The Master hadn't even paid her a single glance, and she knew what she had both dreaded and anticipated had finally occurred.

She had been replaced. Tossed aside for a rubbish, barely recognizable Doctor who wasn't even the Doctor. Not her Doctor: @DoctorJohnSmith. Of course, the Master didn't seem to be registering that little detail. Or very much of anything, for that matter.

Guess the sex is just that good. He's settling, and it'll bite him in the ass eventually. Not my problem right now, however.

Her insides both froze and burned, but she felt oddly calm. Perhaps it was shock, or some survival instinct kicking in.

Yup, I think it's time. The past few weeks had dragged on while she had made sure her belongings were together, her bag was packed--she had even stolen a few bottles of wine from the cellar. It was some of the wine she and the Master had picked up while they were in ancient Rome. It seemed like it had been years since they made that trip together.

These days he locked himself inside the lab, and unlike before he wasn't inviting her in. Sigma, however, spent a good deal of time in there too.

Andrea was no idiot. She knew it wasn't lab work that they were doing, at least not in the traditional sense.

Her eyes threatened to water, but she blinked away the tears. Accessing the Twitter feed, she sent the Doctor a message. "What are you doing right now?"
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16th-Apr-2009 08:01 am - Lack of updates? Oh noooo!
Me with a sword.
Sigma's made himself at home. He's actually not that bad; he even gets snarky on occasion, which makes him pretty likable. He's been teaching me theory. Theory's not bad. I like theory. It's complex math that gives me nightmareish flashbacks to advanced calc classes back in college. Once upon a time, I was a physics and computer science major, but I decided that I like my relative sanity and dropped the physics. While I acknowledge the sacredness of numbers as divine language, a la Pythagoras, I'm still a tad traumatized by those horrible classes.

But I digress. It's been...different with him here. We don't travel anymore--can't with a Doctor on board, you see. And my Lord and Master's changed quite a bit, I think. Or maybe it's just that some of his time is either spent with both of us these days or with him.

I won't lie...I feel a bit third wheel-y. Think I'll play things by ear for a while.
DW: My Lord and Master
More smut. Oh boy oh joy!

Not worksafe, no rainbows, you know the drill.

Warnings for character death, graphic sex, kinks up the wazoo...yeah.

And yes, this could easily have a sequel. In fact I just might write it, especially if begged by people who want to know "what happened next".

Part 1 here

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DW: Obey your Master
As usual, not worksafe, not sweet with rainbows and butterflies, et cetera.

Warnings for entire fic: character death, graphic sexual encounter, yadda yadda.

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DW: I serve only the Master
I think I just coined a new word. ^_^;

The pyrotechnic display as viewed from the safety of the TARDIS dazzled Andrea's eyes. Definitely a work of art, vivid scarlet and yellow colors painted the landscape while its inhabitants ran scurrying about, not seeming to have any coherence to their panic while the damage spread across the planet's surface.
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26th-Mar-2009 06:48 pm - DW/TW LJ community
DW: Obey your Master

For Doctor Who/Torchwood RPG players, characters, and minions *giggle* on Twitter.

I have the community locked down for approval.
26th-Mar-2009 12:34 am - Twitterfic - Teatime - Part 2/2
DW: Use my name
Part 1 (continued from here)

Part 2! Not worksafe and...well, c'mon. It's the Master and it's smut. I shouldn't have to warn for the rest. If you're easily offended and want sweet, sweet sugar love, go read a Doctor/Rose fic., I don't like to write normal smut. Yay paranormal!pr0n.

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25th-Mar-2009 10:04 am - PSA
Me with a sword.
Due to the cyberstalking and harassment going on, I'm disabling anonymous comments on my LJ

I highly recommend that everyone else do the same.

I realize that means only LJ users can comment on my entries and I'm sorry for this, but there's no other way to block the perpetrator from continuing his round of attacks.
21st-Mar-2009 10:20 am - Look Ma, no drums!
DW: I serve only the Master
...yet. :-/

Apparently they're back, and brought friends. And when they're back, I hear them too! I'm not sure how or why this happened. I mean, I had the power of time and space to remove them, right? They should've stayed gone, right? And why I'd have them too is anyone's guess. Unless it's revenge for my having intervened to begin with....

All of this is linked in with the Call and everything else, which many of us suspect is to permanently kill the Doctor.

And now we have a new Doctor in town who refers to my Lord and Master as "my Master" and comes from a universe where the two of them have apparently interesting relationship. I'd comment more on this, but it's a public entry and I really don't want to go on more about it as I have on Twitter. Suffice to say, I'm hoping not to be replaced. :P Doesn't look that way so far, however.
19th-Mar-2009 11:52 pm - Twitterfic - Teatime - Part 1/2
DW: Harder faster
As always, starts nice and ends up naughty. Part 1 of 2.

Also, HP/DW crossover FTW. It JUST happened that way on Twitter. :D

Two nights ago, after an expedition to kill waifs and buy first hand books was preceded by crashing the TARDIS, the Master overdosed on waffles with maple syrup which Andrea had cooked for him.

It figured that he ate too much, she thought. he goes for hours at a stretch working on the TARDIS or in the lab without eating.

While the Master nursed a stomachache in bed, Andrea decided to make some tea while taking an online course in potion making taught by a Ravenclaw student from Hogwarts in a parallel universe.

"Draught of Peace," she murmured, "nifty. This might be useful at some point." She had her daemon fetch her the necessary tools and supplies needed in order to learn how to make the potion. No worries on clean-up; she could always do so before her Lord and Master would find the kitchen in disarray, right?

Looking over the instructions, she saw the note on starting the cauldron fire with a spell using a wand. Hm, interesting. Maybe learning how to use a magick wand from the Harry Potter universe might come in handy later. After all, didn't the Doctor use spells from that world against the Carrionites?

Andrea watched over her bubbling cauldron with a grin. I just love parallel universes.

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DW: Evil sex
Even less worksafe than part one. A bit dark,'s the Master, remember. No kittens and rainbows. Read Doctor/Rose if you want something sweet, FFS.

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12th-Mar-2009 10:37 pm - " would you like to die?"
DW: My Lord and Master
Part 1 of 2. Not worksafe. Do not say I didn't want you.

Part 2 will be much darker than this. Also do not say I didn't warn you.

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11th-Mar-2009 09:52 am - First night.
Me with a sword.
I had a wonderful first night adjusting to my new condition. I made the Master some delicious chocolate truffles. Godiva chocolate liquor just made the recipe, I think. A wonderful wine complimented the chocolate in just the right way.

He's still getting used to me as well, and thought of some interesting ideas to test my new immortality. I of course had a few of my own, and it made for a good evening.

I'm very thankful to have such a wonderful Lord and Master. :D
9th-Mar-2009 12:21 pm - Some musings
DW: The Master is in
Very, very, VERY glad my Lord and Master is doing much better. I can see a difference already; he seems much better and healthier. No more pain. I rejoice.

Meanwhile, there's the...other situation. My immortality. Gods that sounds strange. What are its limitations? If I left to go visit my universe, would I still have it? If I cut myself, would it heal automatically?

Too many things I don't know and my head is spinning. I'm trying to just rest and move on with my day as usual, but it's difficult. It's all too surreal.

I made the mistake of peeking into my email account at home and found an email from my parents. My family cat is dying of cancer and will be put to sleep. Life and death, both rearing its ugly head.

I just realized...I'm going to outlive my best friend's grandson.

I can't think anymore; my brain hurts.
9th-Mar-2009 08:35 am - Prelude to a waffle.
Waffle Queen
This is the transcript of everything that happened and its aftermath. I rescued the Master from the drums, but...some things also occurred which I wasn't anticipating.

blue_rose Heading to the TARDIS console room.

blue_rose @nathanrdotca Oh gods, yes. I'm doing that and then some. I have GOT to help him. Surely she'll understand that.

blue_rose @Gwen_Cooper Thank you!!

blue_rose Okay, I'm in. Nifty. I like his desktop theme, it suits him.

blue_rose @DaemonService Thank you in advance.

blue_rose @_bad_wolf_ Thanks.

blue_rose Now...okay.... *walks over to the TARDIS console*

blue_rose Got my intentions firmly in my mind. Okay, TARDIS, I need your help and badly. Our Lord and Master needs your help. *mentally makes request*

blue_rose Whoa. It just opened, on its own. Holy shit.

blue_rose I'm...having Eye of Harmony flashbacks from that very first teleportation thing. It's very, very bright, and I just

(sometime during this, it happened)

And here's the account of what happened after I merged with the TARDIS...Collapse )

And this is the outcome.

Tremas There's too much left over from the Vortex and Time herself for a human brain to handle. Certain sacrifices will indeed be made.

Tremas Minion...@blue_rose, hows the head?

blue_rose @Tremas Are you okay, my Lord and Master?

blue_rose @Tremas I...I feel...hungover.

Tremas @blue_rose ...I'll survive. I, ahem, yes. Well done, minion.

And why I now cannot die...Collapse )

Still trying to salvage bits of pieces of the conversations, especially when others were commenting on what was going on. Must've been like strange, live interactive tv for much of you.

I don't know what to do with myself now, but I guess being immortal and having the ability to travel through time and space isn't so bad. In's what I've always wanted for myself, and what I've felt my True Will to be.
8th-Mar-2009 08:25 pm - Experiences in etheric science.
DW: I has been bad?
I pushed back my long, red hair out of my face and smoothed my hands over my white robe. The circle on the white cloth had been drawn large enough to stand in, and the prerequisite triangle was etched in front of it. The sigil for the appropriate spirit lay inside.

I rubbed my hands together. This better do it.

After half an hour of reciting various long passages of evocation, a smoky figure stood in the center of the triangle, his dark eyes unblinking behind a hooded robe.

Awesome. I went through the usual confirmation steps: name of spirit, duties and function...then I got to the nitty-gritty.

"I hear you can carry things from one place to another."

A small nod. //That is correct.//

"How about small particles? Energy? Say...artron energy?"

He nodded again, still unblinking.

"Then this is my request: I will be taking a TON of artron energy into me. When I am finished--and I will let you know that I am--I will need you to take every last bit of it and put it back into the TARDIS. Is that understood?"

I felt the spirit grow quiet. The sensation of silence was not too dissimilar from that felt from my initial crazy request--to teleport from one universe to another.

They're probably talking about me, all of those spirits I've ever summoned, about that crazy redhead mage with the bizarre requests. Probably rather different from the standard "Make x fall in love with me" and "Give me x amount of money" that they must get on a regular basis. I could only hope that if nothing else, these favors entertained them. It was better than them assuming I was too much of a loony to be dealt with.

With the wand pointed at him, I made him swear to all of the usual conditions including one important one: harm none. And spelled out with great precision what that meant. I would not allow anything to happen to my Lord and Master after everything I've done.

Towards the end, the spirit nodded at me again. //Bring my sigil with you to the location and will fulfill the request.//

"Thank you. You will be rewarded as promised." I gave the usual license to depart speech, and the figure faded from sight.

Dear gods and especially Hermes, I prayed, I know that I'm a batshit crazy person but please, please, whatever you do--help me in this request. There was no way I could let my Lord and Master suffer any further.

Taking a deep breath, I disassembled the ritual setup, changed out of my clothing, and made my way towards a computer console.

"Hello, Twitter," I muttered aloud, "so good to see you again, once more...before I become Waffle Queen, spreader of the words 'maple syrup' throughout time and space." The inanity of my situation not being lost on me, I chuckled.

Gods, I am a fool. But I hope that Fool will favor the foolish.
7th-Mar-2009 06:37 pm - All hail the Waffle Queen
DW: I've been naughty
Desperate times call for desperate measures, and I can't wait forever not knowing how truly dire the situation is. So I'm going to call for Operation Maple Syrup.

Operation Maple Syrup consists of lots of researching ways of sucking ener--myself out of trouble. Yes.

At no time was I considering scattering the words "maple syrup" across time and space. That would be SILLY.

Also, I had the fun of feeding Davros nachos. He loved them, but he passed out afterwards. I may have spared the universe from the Daleks all over a plate of chips, guac, olive, pico de gallo, and vegan cheddar cheese with vegan sour cream. But we shall see. This was AFTER poking at him for saying that the word "cocky" would send him into an explosive rage of Biblical proportions. Okay, I'm paraphrasing, but watching him twitch and accidentally catapult himself out of his chair was...EPIC.

Nathanrdotca says that the Master would've been proud of me. Boy do I miss him. :( But even more so, very worried about him. I need to find out the source of the drums and how to at least allievate whatever pain he's going through. Hence, Operation Maple Syrup.
7th-Mar-2009 10:59 am - Meh.
DW: It's crazy
He's still out cold. I've been checking up on him periodically and feeding him small amounts of tea, the usual stuff.

I know he'll wake up eventually, but when? :(

The TARDIS has been super nice to me--I suspect due to the care I've been giving my Lord and Master. Yesterday I found a game room and took a few hours to play some nice RPG type games I haven't had the chance to play before. Coolness.

The possibility of going home floats into my mind, but there's absolutely no way I'd abandon him while he's like this. No way in hell.
6th-Mar-2009 10:58 am - Further epicness
DW: Here come the drums
I managed to, with the help of his TARDIS, get the Master into the med room to make sure that he's doing okay. Which apparently he is--beyond whatever pain/migraine/hangover he's getting from the drums.

He was awake for a time, but clearly NOT doing well, wasn't acting like himself in the least. I'm more than a tad worried.

I went to do a summoning to see if I could help with the drums somehow--maybe get them to quiet down. The only results I've received so far is...vibration. In my skull. At JUST the same rhythm. It's like being in a car with another car next to you blaring music that you can't hear, but you can FEEL it.

UGH, it feels weird.

After a LOT of persuasion and permission from robotic_master, I took him to his own room so he can rest in his bed. He's told me not to go in there, but I really do feel he'd be more comfortable there than on his couch.

I just hope he sees it that way. :-/
5th-Mar-2009 12:12 pm - Further TARDIS adventures
DW: Drums
I really, really, REALLY would like a Care and Feeding of a Time Lord manual.

The Master is still out cold, but I managed to get him to wake up briefly last night--just long enough to at least confirm that he's having a mega-migraine due to the drums in his head. Oiii.

A suggestion was tossed out to have him put in the zero room but my gut told me it would be a BAD idea. I went to my room to get my tarot deck in order to verify (divinations FTW), and it occurred to me...I'm a dumb ass. How did I get here, again? Magick. Duh. Summon up another daemon and ask him to wake the Master up for me. I was anxious at first that it wouldn't work the same way HERE as it does in my world, but if that were the case then I wouldn't have gotten here, right?


Anyhow.... It worked but it took a bit out of me, and I spent most of the time making sure that the Master was okay when he woke up versus anything else. He's definitely NOT doing well.

I wish I knew the source of it so I could at least get him to a QUIETER state and not in as much pain.

My poor Lord and Master. :( :( :( :(
4th-Mar-2009 01:35 pm - The origin of my nickname
DW: You can't stop the beat
It was something that he kept calling me in Japanese and I had to look up on Babelfish online.

Here are some conversations on it and how it started.... Sorta.

Over a massage with the Master:

blue_rose @Tremas Loved you talking in Chinese to me earlier, btw. Just how many languages do you know? Your intelligence continues to awe me.

Tremas @blue_rose It was Japanese, minion. I know...ohhh, too many to count. I'm usually speaking them, too.

Tremas @blue_rose For some reason, though, the TARDIS doesn't translate Japanese. Isn't that odd?

blue_rose @Tremas That IS odd. But luckily my Google-fu is strong. I love languages, personally.

blue_rose @Tremas I find multilingual to be sexy, personally. It's the whole intelligence thing. Intelligence is hot.

Tremas @blue_rose My word, I think you're trying to tell me something. Could it be? No!

blue_rose @Tremas Oh, you don't need to be told. But I'm sure you like to hear it. Your charm is irresistible and you know it. :)

Tremas @blue_rose Hah. Yes, very true. Did you find out what I said to you, by any chance? I'm curious to know how you would translate it.

blue_rose @Tremas Babelfish online rendered it as "subordinate". I assume its best translation would be "minion"? :D

Tremas @blue_rose Hah! Subordinate....well, it was as close as it would go, I suppose.

blue_rose *decides against making "Master/sub" jokes"*

Tremas @blue_rose Probably for the best, minion.

blue_rose @Tremas It's Babelfish. It's amusing how it translates, but you get a general idea. Only real language I know other than English is French.

blue_rose @Tremas What's probably for the best, my Lord and Master? :)

Tremas @blue_rose To ignore the urge to joke, minion. It's hard to find the, uh, tasteful side of such puns.

blue_rose @Tremas Which is precisely why I chose not to succumb to the urges of my most warped mind. ;)

Tremas @blue_rose Who's a clever little minion?

Later with khali_blache:

khali_blache @blue_rose Eek. Good point, but he did call you buki last night. I'd take that win and run with it. Ohhh, and how I would run :D

blue_rose @khali_blache ...buki?

blue_rose @khali_blache ...nani?

khali_blache @blue_rose Yeah, the japanese he was saying. I didn't understand the kanji, but then I ran it through a hirigana thing and got buki.

blue_rose @khali_blache I ran it through Babelfish, which thought it was Chinese, and got subordinate. :)

khali_blache @blue_rose Still didn't know what it meant until later, though XD

blue_rose@khali_blache What does buki really mean? Is that good?

khali_blache @blue_rose I got three different meanings, cos I had to run it through a couple as well. I can only sound things out right now.

khali_blache @blue_rose It *is* subordinate, but it's also sycophant and hehehe favorite.

blue_rose @khali_blache Favorite? *squee*

blue_rose @khali_blache I squee with the squeeing of 10,000 squees.

blue_rose @khali_blache Yayness. My day is made. My week has been made. :D :D

khali_blache @blue_rose Which is whyfore for the sneak hugs!

blue_rose @khali_blache Sneak hugs because he called me favorite. *nodnod* Or maybe sneak kiss.

khali_blache @blue_rose I squeed for you when I read that hehehe

The kanji was actually buka and I can't seem to find the other meanings she found, but I guess it's an affectionate way of calling me minion.

Anyhow, I like. :)
4th-Mar-2009 01:31 pm - Things that make me go "buh".
Me with a sword.
Madayar @blue_rose You know, there's some invention called "thermometer", a couple of bucks worth, it really helps determing temperature...

blue_rose @Madayar Hee. No idea where he keeps such things. I'm in his TARDIS right now.

Madayar @blue_rose Honestly, what kind of master doesn't show the abilities to help himself? Sheesh. Okay, let him sweat over a camille bowl.

blue_rose @Madayar I'm sure he has the means--I just don't know where they are! I should go wandering around this place and see what I can find....

Madayar @blue_rose Well, maybe I don't know so much about the traditional S/M or D/s relationships, but my experience...well, was different.

Madayar @blue_rose Granted, she was, too. And it seems to be a...requirement to be in love with your slave not to abuse her too much.

blue_rose @Madayar Thingies. Stuff. I'm going to go make tea now. O_O

blue_rose *grumbles under her breath* Not like he's collared me or anything. . . .
4th-Mar-2009 08:35 am - The Forbidden Moon tale
DW: I've been naughty
Post tea, there was exploration of the TARDIS and the trip he had promised.

It was brief, but fuuuun.


blue_rose @Tremas Of course your plots are the best, brilliant just like you. :)

blue_rose @Scared_Soul I tried not to flirt with him, too. Really I did. It didn't work. He is sex on two legs.

blue_rose @Scared_Soul Giving him that massage was quite...delightful.

blue_rose @Scared_Soul And how. I should find the facilities around here and take a cold one.

blue_rose Ooh. Is this a jacuzzi? *squee*

blue_rose All I'd need to go with this would be wine. My tea will have to do.

blue_rose Oh, bubbles. Jet spray. What were some of those Japanese phrases @Tremas was saying earlier? Could use a few.

Music, wine, astronomy, and orange ties. I adore him. :DCollapse )
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